NextGEN Medium Vlog takes a look at a question from Reddit about spiritual loneliness and the gift and burden of living one foot in the physical world and another in the spiritual world. See u/KariSnowBlack's post on r/spirituality:

What to do after awakening?

I recently became awakened after a suicide attempt left me dead for 3 1/2 minutes. When I came to in the hospital everything was just... shifted. My whole perspective changed. A nurse walked into my room to give me a fresh bag of saline and when I saw her face it was like... recognition. I was like that’s ME!! I healed and started walking around the hospital. “This is all me” I thought. The doctors. The nurses. The patients. The 2 Janitors, the security guard. All my separation was gone. How could I tell people? Who would believe me? Do I even need to tell people? Every interaction I have had since then has felt like inner monologue like I’m talking to myself even tho I’m talking to a separate person Even now writing this reddit post I feel like the only person who’s going to read it is myself even tho multiple people will read it... Nothing feels the same at all. Pain isn’t even really that big a factor for me anymore cause I know this form is temporary and that I am actually an extension of source consciousness. I feel like if I ran into another awakened being I wouldn’t even say anything to them. I’d only laugh and enjoy the present moment with. I have an inner peace I’ve never had before. And even tho I’m at peace with myself. I feel like it’s hard to be at peace with watching other versions of myself lie to me and separate me from myself and hurt me. I’m so in tune with my body and my emotions since my NDE, that the minute I come into contact with a person who has separated themselves I can tell just by being around them and their energy. Does anyone else here feel this alone with what spirituality has taught them. At times this feels like a gift of the divine, and at others it feels like a burden I have to carry.